This Strange Trip Called Life

Firstly, Hello to all, yeah I have been kinda Failing at Updates...

So about 2 weeks ago my brother called looking for a loan, I said I would think on it, and he called every day for almost a week, and finally I just stopped answering the phone. Bad Form on my part and now it came back to bite me in the ass... he stopped calling for a couple of days and then it was like 3 times a day for 3 days straight, finally with the last phone call he left a voicemail... "Since you won't pick-up your phone I will just tell you in a voicemail, you're and Uncle" and that was it. I finally listened to that voicemail today, it was left on October 11th... So now I wait and see what the deal is, which sibling is having/has had a baby (My sister is 20 and my brother is almost 26) and neither is really in a place to be starting a family, hell I am 28 and I am still not in a place to be starting a family.
So I feel like a total tool, I missed a huge piece of news by being a complete douche, an now I am all worried about the whole situation...

Sometimes you just have to keep smiling while life is kicking you in the balls...